And every step I take Takes me further from heaven Is there a heaven? I`d like to think so
Standards of living They are rising daily But home oh sweet home In smart town apartment The cottage is pretty The main house a palace
Penthouse perfection But what goes on What to do there Better pray there
The perfect companion You float in my new pool Deluxe and delightful Inflatable doll My role is to serve you
Immortal and life size My breath is inside you I'll dress you up daily And keep you till death sighs
I blew up your body... But you blew my mind
Jane Birkin & Brian Ferry "in every dream home a heartache"
"You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you’ve done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you’re tired. You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and you’re trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you didn’t even have a name for." — Richard Siken
Today I can say "How I love all of the very simple things of life (God's good air)" - Morrisey
Such a little thing she was such a little thing but the difference she made was grave, a gentle tone of kindness.
Farewell is the most difficult thing I'm learning this days...I still miss her, but I have to let go, I have to move on, she is the memory of so many beautiful moments in my life, she was there always...So today I'm learning to grow up a little bit more, to appreciate more life, to cherish every single day, every single person, time won't come back, my everyday is fading away each second. I'm a very lucky girl surrounded by amazing people with loving hearts and I don't regret anything at all. I had her for 14 years and she had the best years of my life and she shared with me her unconditional love I admire so much. Chandri I'll see you in another life...
So hopefully one of this days I may sing the song that has been in my mind this days: It's Okay, I don't even cry all I think about is a memory Long way round, don't care what I find A little thunder's good, I thought maybe you would but it's okay, we all feel left out sometimes growing up, it can get you down... I'll never tell you, but you're my little scar Goodbyes are hard and they're hard and they're hard
