Learning about the hardest things

Today I can say "How I love all of the very simple things of life (God's good air)" - Morrisey


Such a little thing she was such a little thing but the difference she made was grave, a gentle tone of kindness.

Farewell is the most difficult thing I'm learning this days...I still miss her, but I have to let go, I have to move on, she is the memory of so many beautiful moments in my life, she was there always...So today I'm learning to grow up a little bit more, to appreciate more life, to cherish every single day, every single person, time won't come back, my everyday is fading away each second. I'm a very lucky girl surrounded by amazing people with loving hearts and I don't regret anything at all. I had her for 14 years and she had the best years of my life and she shared with me her unconditional love I admire so much. Chandri I'll see you in another life...

So hopefully one of this days I may sing the song that has been in my mind this days:
It's Okay,
I don't even cry
all I think about is a memory
Long way round, don't care what I find
A little thunder's good, I thought maybe you would
but it's okay, we all feel left out
sometimes growing up, it can get you down...
I'll never tell you, but you're my little scar
Goodbyes are hard and they're hard and they're hard